E. Elliot says:
I began to learn to wait. Patient waiting does not come naturally to most of us, but a great deal is said about it in the Bible. It is an important discipline for anyone who wants to learn to trust....
[Journal entry from] June 9, 1948--....To wait on the Lord is to stand perfectly still....can [Jim and I] trust His words, "Is not the Lord your God with you? and hath he not given you rest on every side?..." (1 Chronicles 22:18)
....It was on the evening of the same day, June 9, that Jim and I walked out to a cemetery and sat down on a stone slab. I told him I did not think it would help us much in discerning God's direction if we started right in on a heavy correspondence. Wouldn't it make more sense to "cool it"? Not that we used that expression in those days, but it says what I meant. To allow for the perspective that both distance and silence could give might help us to see the whole thing with cool reason.
Jim thought that over for a few minutes. Then he spoke of the story he had read in his Bible study that morning--the story of Abraham's offering up of the most precious thing in his life: his son Isaac. "So I put you on the altar," he said.
Slowly we became aware that the moon, which had risen behind us, was casting the shadow of a stone cross on the slab between us.
We were silent for a very long time, pondering this undeniable sign. What Abraham did was the ancient prelude to the full revelation of the love of God. The readiness to give up his son and the rewards promised because of it--again, the central truth of the Cross was brought to us in a strange and mysterious manner. When the silence became heavy, Jim said, "And what is to be done with the ashes?" Time would show.
Lord, I pray that You would plant within me a desire to follow You alone, and that I would be willing to give up what I want so that You might be glorified and honored through my life. Amen.
6 comments:
Wow. How hard that would be, agreeing not to marry someone who you loved and you knew loved you! That's painful!
I don't know how you manage it, Brianna, but you always post something that challenges and stirs me! Way to go.
Now, I have news...check out my blog! :) (It looks different)
Julia
Dear Brianna
I'm sorry I haven't been lately. I have been busy, but that is no excuse. I'm agree that it is definitely hard giving up what your flesh want for what God wants, but that's when we have to make the decision... is it for me or for his glory? ;)
Love
Your SSA
Thank you for sharing this Brianna!
What a beautiful encouragement for us who desire to wait and trust in the Lord. I needed to hear this today. Thanks.
Kaysie
Dear Brianna.
Thanks, I really needed to hear that. I stumbled on your blog by 'accident' Ha! as acidental as anything ever is with God.
Ruth Hamilton
Ok, its Ruth again.
after a more indepth serch of your blog I see you are home schooled. Some how that does not surprise me!
I was as well. He-he while I have never see Lord of the rings, but I bet its good because its shot in New Ze3aland and I am afraid that being a New Zealander,I am rather fond of that country.This is the best, most encouraging blog I have ever found. Thanks so much
Ruth
What happened to them? Did God give them the okay to get married?
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